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Sometimes, I do feel like I'm the luckiest person to have met you. If only you knew how thankful I am for all those things you have done, though I'm not the one to express such deep feelings to anyone. Yeah, if only you knew how happy I am every time I see you, though I do feel sinned that such a feeling was inside of me. It shouldn't be there.
I wanted to get as far away from you as possible, because the longer I stayed, the more you haunt me. Why can't we just go separate ways? Why do we have to follow the same path, the same lane, the same story. I am a human being, like any of you who's reading this, and by that it most certainly mean that I have feelings. I might appear heartless to you, but believe me, that's just a misconception that has been in everyone's mind the minute they laid eyes on me. If only you knew, my friend, how much I really want you to be by my side when I need a helping hand. How much I don't want things to be any different than they are now. If I could just pause the time and let our friendship stay as it is forever, I would. But you have to understand, things might not go as you wanted it to, and the same can be said about us. I do hope, from the bottom of my heart, that if our fates were to cross in the future, you shall remember me and all those times we had as teenagers. It has been a rough year for both of us.

Thank you once again, for you bring colour to my teenage years. You add spice to my otherwise tasteless recipe of life. May Allah guide us to the right path.