Sikit Lagi

It's been more than a year now. You know what I mean. And in a matter of weeks or possibly months, this whole thing would be over. Once and for all. I've been through the bitter pain of self-studying. I've endured the fight for SPM without the aid received by the other SPM candidates out there. I've struggled to keep afloat when so many things just burden me and threaten to sink me to the bottom. I've learnt too many things the hard way. I've been in situations that cause me discomfort. I have felt what it feels like to have your heart shattered. Eh. 

And it's all coming to an end. Dum dum dummmm...

Well, all I have to do now is finish off my research and its report in 1 week and get an A+ for it, send in my Portfolio and Career Folio (and get an A+ for that as well), ace the upcoming interviews and get my hands on that scholarship, negotiate with the university people for a change in major, study for the upcoming exams,  be prepared for SPM just in case that track is destined for me, get all dolled up ready for the College Dinner, and on top off all, survive. All I have to do now is survive. I have gone a long way (Alhamdulillah) and quitting now would mean injustice. All I have to do is survive.. And strive.. And pray for the best...

Sikit lagi.. Sikit lagi..

Fighting!